been looking to move out for a while now and the day I get an opportunity as always guess who's holding me back..my aunt. fuck this. I'm sick of her sheltering me. I want to make my own decisions. I want to LIVE not mimic life like a dead dry puppet. that's all I've ever done...pretend. fuck this shit, fuck that noise and most of all fuck this cage. I'm trapped. like a rat. she says she wants me to be independent. bullshit. she wants me to just continue playing this fucking game all her way. that's all it has ever been. Fuck it. I won't be online tonight...going to sis' house. fuck it all. I'm going to gather my shit because legally she can't keep me here..fuck her and all her worry. I can't learn if I can't make mistakes. that's why I'm so dependent..she made me that way..don't call or message me on im please. I'm beyond fucking pissed. I am in a fucking frenzy. goodnight.