I wish he could see how I cuddle the teddy bear kandi he made for me because he's not here..

Red Raver was an awesome buddy to rave with <3 sweet, insane, and CUDDLY. asdfghfdsdzomfg HE WAS CUDDLY. in other news my raver name is Ditto X3. I'm happy and yet after three days with Red I miss him already. he's been gone a whopping twenty minutes and I'm still crying cause he had to go..I've never felt so at home in a group of people. I've never felt so secure and happy than with the rave crews. I made a bunch of kandi which I gave away and traded and after BARELY making it home I'm back. the party was cut short with a warning that the cops were on their way but Red made it worth it with all the snuggles he gave me :3 I stuck by him through some shit luck on my first real rave but still. I'm gonna go lay down and cuddle with Beary now...I miss his insanity and cuddles.